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suddenly everything has changed [20 Nov 2005|03:15pm] [ mood | sad ] The time has come for colds and overcoats. Everything changes ,the adventures end. post comment

[19 Oct 2005|06:09pm] I have dark hair , its weird but i think i like it:S bleeeh i thought id talk today , cus i usualy cant be buggerd today was borning .i dont like maths, had lunch on my own as per usual then was joind by tom.fullstop.:| tomorow is cardiff , yay ,maybe it will be like ye good old days ,or maybe il just get drunk and break somthing who knows :S friday -rec saturday -work :( then coity :) looks like a fun weekend :) *****Talk to the mirror, choke back tears. And keep telling yourself that "I'm a diva!I`m a diva!" ******** XxX 4 comments|post comment

[04 Oct 2005|11:10pm] [ mood | depressed ] I want so badly to believe that "there is truth, that love is real" And i want life in every word to the extent that it's absurd I know you're wise beyond your years, but do you ever get the fear That your perfect verse is just a lie you tell yourself to help you get by... to help you get by? 3 comments|post comment

[14 Sep 2005|04:57pm] This place is a prison And this people aren't your friends Inhaling thrills through $20 bills And the tumblers are drained and then flooded again And again Ther're guards at the on ramps armed to be teeth And you may case the grounds from the cascades to puget sound, But you are not permitted to leave Do you ever feel like you never want to speek again. and noone even cares. post comment

Spin around in circles,pass out on the floor [05 Sep 2005|10:33pm] [ mood | cynical ] I Cant AnyMore We are the middle children of history, with no purpose or place. We have no great war, or great depression. The great war is a spiritual war. The great depression is our lives. We were raised by television to believe that we'd be millionaires and movie gods and rock stars -- but we won't. And we're learning that fact. And we're very, very pissed-off. 1 comment|post comment

[24 Aug 2005|12:18pm] i Thought life was shit before i grew up. i was in for a surprise exam results tomorow :( there making me work so im guna fail then have to be all smily to some old fukers with grey hair , irrrrr gooodluckpeoplexxxxx 6 comments|post comment

[07 Aug 2005|06:28pm] I hate people .i hate the fact people have tomake shit up just to cause a argument . and i hate the way u think someones a freind then when there spose to belive you becouse they trust you , they just join the group. people like whatever. 1 comment|post comment

[07 Aug 2005|05:10pm] i dont know wheat the hell is going on :S i lost 60 bucks at compass point , it made me sad xxx post comment

[29 Jul 2005|05:36pm] [ mood | exhausted ] i worked fourty hours this week :( with a half a hour lunch break ... ..and i get told off if im standing still for more than 5 mins my legs hurt i miss my freinds i want to go out im ill :( wel my moans over ,sup world xxxxxxxxxxxxxx:| 4 comments|post comment

[17 Jul 2005|02:29pm] Young and in love <£ post comment

[12 Jul 2005|05:18pm] Note to self: Get job :( post comment

[11 Jul 2005|07:01pm] ohh what a nite..... we drank we talked we drank some more everyone went to bed i continuted to drink stuck my head out of the car window realy fast :D went home im sleepy and its like a oven xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx 1 comment|post comment

[07 Jul 2005|03:57pm] I need a new job :( i cant go out becouse i am too broke familes are cocks xxxxchachachaxxxx post comment

Becoming the Hermit [01 Jul 2005|02:34pm] Its not even a week into summer.Im so bored.i havent been drunk since last friday. shocking hmmmmmmmmm *like kung fu skils*\ x 1 comment|post comment

apgar >? [21 Jun 2005|04:45pm] [ mood | bouncy ] hmmm had my child development exam today activity pulse grimance aperance resparation wtf apgar boiiii anyways........le physics tomoroww ,...best make hedges proud ...... xxxxxxx post comment

[19 Jun 2005|10:23am] im sick of peopel asking me why i let you walk all over me how im i being unloyal ? your the one whos new *best freind* is the only person you know hurts me cheersx 3 comments|post comment

[18 Jun 2005|05:27pm] so working all daY :( ITS HOT mised the rec , i wasent feeling too good.Not like i was missed anyway i want to get drunk tonite.i got payed :) XxX post comment

[16 Jun 2005|10:09pm] meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeh you do it to yourself. i want to go out with my dancing shoes and get so fucked so fast that i lose them. lets down some toxins,just like we used to im such a sucker for a sweet talker~x 3 comments|post comment

Isn't it messed up how I'm just dying to be her [10 Jun 2005|09:02am] [ mood | anxious ] i need drink! booozee girrrrrrrrrrlllllllls anyone intrested ;) xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx 1 comment|post comment

soldout soulmates [05 Jun 2005|05:39pm] [ mood | confused ] can somebody still be madly in love with you , but also bored of being in love at the same time we know we are going to get hurt ...so why do we freefall,blindly telling ourselfs that this time its difrent *its never going to be romance , its never going to be perfect ... but.. It will always hurt* post comment

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